This morning I received my new medication protocol! It was an interesting thing to find that the schedule almost perfectly matches my last except for it being exactly 5 months later.
Five months? Has it really been five? Sure doesn’t feel like it.
This time I am feeling much more confident about the medications. I know that I am perfectly capable of giving myself whatever kind of injections they tell me to!
Over all I’m excited for it to start again. But I’m also nervous to get too excited. Like if I get too excited I’ll only be let down again. I know it’s irrational and that I did everything right last time. I know that it wasn’t my body that failed to carry the little guy. In fact, it kept trying to grow him for 2 extra weeks. But I think that’s what makes it worse. I know that I’m capable of this process but I have ZERO control over what the embryo does.
Fingers crossed that it all works out! Here’s what’s coming up:
- Med start: 3/27/18
- Lining checks: 4/6, 4/13, 4/18
- Transfer: 4/24/18
- Pregnancy blood test: 5/4/18